I still believe...

Scattered words and empty thoughts
seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before
seems I don't know where to start
But it's now that I feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip, washing away my pain

I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
even when I don't see, I still believe

Though the questions still fog up my mind
with promises I still seem to bear
Even when answers slowly unwind
It's my heart I see you prepare
But it's now that I feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip, washing away my pain

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When times are tough and I feel broken... I STILL believe God is faithful! I may have questions about what's going on, but I know in my heart that what I am going through ultimately has a purpose. God is preparing my heart in some way or another with the experiences life hands me. Some of them I wish I didn't have to go through but then I would also be without the truth that I learn about God in these situations, I would be without the personal growth I experience in my walk with Him.

It's funny, isn't it? It's when times are tought that we experience our deepest moments with God... maybe because during those times we fully rely on God. I know that at leas for me this song is very true. When I am hurting and the world looks dark and lonely I can feel His grace fall like rain into my life, gradually washing my pain away and restoring my heart.